Dear Friends and Family,
I have officially survived my first week at the MTC (or CCM in Spanish)!
And what a week it has been. To start, I would like to type out something I
felt prompted to write (a bit too eloquently perhaps) while watching a recorded
devotional from Elder Jeffrey R. Holland, after our live devotional on Sunday night
with the Missionary Program President:
"My soul is full
unto bursting and I would that I could split the mountains and proclaim the
gospel to the undeniable convincing of all peoples. But I am learning that the
voice of the Holy Spirit speaks not in earthquakes or firestorms or great
winds, but in a still small voice that can and will touch the heart of every
child of God that recognizes the ever-loving and ever-inviting voice of their
Father in Heaven."
I don't think that I can express the excitement and intensity of
desires that I have been feeling toward missionary work this past week. From
the second I stepped out of the car onto the curb of the MTC I have been
surrounded by literally 4000 of the elect of God. I can say without a doubt
that these Elders and Sisters that are here at the MTC are the elect of God.
These are not just 18 and 19 and 20 year old kids, these are representatives of
Jesus Christ in training, and I am so profoundly humbled to be part of the
greatest missionary movement in the history of the church.
The food is pretty good, the weather is a lot better than Tempe, and we are
super, super busy. In this email, because i only have limited time to write,
though, I want to focus on the things I am learning/have learned. There are so
many things that I have learned and that I would love to share with you all,
but I will focus on just a few of them. First off, I have learned how important
it is to focus on our purpose as missionaries. Our purpose as missionaries is
to invite others to come unto Christ by helping them receive the restored
gospel through faith in Jesus Christ and his Atonement, repentance, baptism,
receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost, and enduring to the end. As missionaries,
we are here to invite, and to help. The investigators are the ones that need to
come, and receive. Since the second day we got here, my companion and I have been teaching an investigator from Chile named Rogelio.
In Spanish. The first lesson was soooooo rough. Like we felt so discouraged
afterwards because the Spirit was not there at all and we are terrible at
Spanish so we didn't even know if he could understand anything we said. But we
have been praying and working and studying so hard the past few days in order
to help Rogelio and address his needs that we have learned so much and gotten
so much more confident. I can testify that we are not alone in our preparations
though. I know that God is helping us learn the language as we focus on our
purpose to bring others to Christ. There is no way I could have progressed as
far as I have in only 7 days. And even with as much as I have learned, I still
don't speak Spanish as well as bottle of Fanta, so I have a lot of work to do.
It is important to focus on learning how to fulfill our purpose in Spanish, not
just learning Spanish. As I have shifted my focus from trying to learn Spanish
to trying to learn how to help Rogelio in his own language, I have noticed a
profound difference in my ability to retain what I learn.
I want to testify that this church is true. I want to testify
that this is God's work. I know that the only two emotions or feelings that
Satan cannot replicate are pure peace and joy. Those are God's emotions and
those are what I have been feeling all week while I have been here. I have been
working non-stop from when we get up at 6:30 to when we go to sleep
at 10:30, and yet I have never been more happy. And this is why we are
sending out an army of missionaries to the four corners of the Earth. We are
not trying to rack up baptismal statistics, we are baptizing because that is
how to gain the peace and joy that comes from coming closer to Christ and from
being cleansed of sin. We are on a divine search and rescue mission to find
those people that are looking for something more in their life and who are not
comfortable in a world of ever-shifting values and ever lowering standards.
Elder Holland pointed out in his devotional on Tuesday night that
every single prophet before now knew that they were going to fail. Every single
prophet knew that no matter how hard they work and how much they preach, their
people were going to end up in apostasy. That must have been incredibly
discouraging and disheartening. But then Elder Holland said that he bets that
God must have told them to buck up, to lift up their chins, and to motivate
them and buoy them up he must have shown them our day. He must have showed them
us 4000 missionaries at the MTC singing called to serve at the top of our
lungs. He must have showed them the 70000+ missionaries spreading throughout the
world and they must have wept to know that this time We Will Not Fail! This
time we are going to get it! We are destined to win, the victor has already
been decided, and I get to be part of the greatest generation of missionaries
that this world has ever known!
I know that God knows ME, Elder Moffitt, and my weaknesses and
my trials and he hears every word of my sincere prayers to him. I know that he
loves me sooooo much, and that he loves all of his children here on the earth.
I am not a perfect missionary, I am probably not even a good missionary yet,
but if I humble myself God will make me a mighty instrument in his hand. I know
that as I serve with all of my heart, might, mind, and strength, God will bless
me and all things will work together for my good.
I say these things as a missionary for The Church of Jesus
Christ of Latter-day Saints and as a representative of Jesus Christ, and I
testify that I know that they are true.
I love you all back home. Give em' heaven!
-Elder Moffitt
What goes on at the Missionary Training Center? Here are video segments shown on KSL about the MTC experience:
An Army of Faith: Inside the MTC